and this girl wrote on my leavers book earlier, and she was all like.. blah blah you’re such a strong person. - which is weird because i know she meant it. just makes me wonder what aspect of my life made her think that. or what i did to make her feel like i’m not a “weak” person. interesting shit. she would be the last person in the world to have known me well enough to make that comment. idk, maybe she’s observant. sees the pain through smiles.

“The Artist

Creativity, emotion and an open mind are things that you cherish. If he can write you a thoughtful song or paint you a meaningful picture, he has your heart. An eye for beauty and an appreciation for culture make you weak in the knees”

i was bored and stumbled upon this little “who’s your type” tests. and it was really cute ‘cause it was so true. i love people who have a sense of understanding in life, in all aspects. people who kinda evaluate a situation before they act upon it. someone that doesnt buy me things, but makes them, something that came from their heart and that they obviously took time and thought with. someone who’d rather sit in a deserted forest with me watching the sunset rather than “watch a movie”. i find that the most endearing, sitting around.. letting our minds wander. and aghhh, someone who just has a passion for art and beautiful things;’) i know someone like this, and he’ll be in my heart forever. he was so deep, and i guess i couldnt handle him when he was at his worst. now he’s perfect, a perfect friend. i’m glad i know someone like that, they dont come around often.

gonna go to gay pride with gabby and the girls because we can. lol idek when it is or where or if we’re old enough or what the heck is gonna go on. but we’re fucking ecstatic.

robyn: if you were really tall, you’d actually look fucking stunning. oh my god you’d be gorgeous, but like a fucking model.

me: trying to say that you’d bang me if i was taller?

robyn: basically… yesss!:o

—- oh gaaaaad.

im so fucking annoyed!!! this guy was really pissed of the other day, and i asked him what was up. then two days later, he messages my friend to ask where i am because he needed to talk to me about his problem and that i’m the only one he wants to talk to. so obvs this made me worry espescially if i’m the only one who can help him or whatnot, so i called him up.. and he was just so motherfucking rude! like i get that you’re pissed off, but dont get fucking lippy with me when i’m trying to help you the fuck out. and another fucking “mate” who said we should try to be friends again, after our shitty past. so they fucking ignore me whenever i try to contact them. like, are they for real? i’m so fucking done with these people who are just major mindfucks.  stop taking people for granted. i thought people my age are shitheads but these two “friends” who are over the age of 18 need to grow the fuck up too. i’m tired of being used when they want me, and let me go like garbage when i’m not needed. fuck you. fuck fuck fuck. i havent been this upset and angry for so long.

glamour-killss:

I really wanna be with you babyy, but I’ve gotta do me first.

whyyy is it so hottt:( i miss shaun:( and i have no filters. i’m miserable now. the heat needs to go away so i can go see everyone please.

feeling like a total shithead cancelling after making plans, in this weatherrrrr. cannot handle all the flies and hotness though. fuckkk that. urgh, now what do i do with my life?

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